I know you’re starting a new life . A brand new start like I never happened. Like we never happened. But it didn’t have to happen the way you did. Talk to me one day and the next cut me out of your life completely. It still hurts when I see your name in my phone or see pictures of you pop up on my news feed. Especially of you and your new life. You promised that you wouldn’t abandon me. But look you did. I guess I can count that as another empty promise. I didn’t mean to move on so quickly but I was scared and down and all I heard was about the bars. It felt like you already made your choice and it wasn’t me. And it will never be me..
@10 months ago
#bunnbunn
Every time I can’t stop thinking about my Ex, I listen to this song. I just remember him either sending me some part of the lyrics, or the video. He would play this on the car ride and just sing it. He always said this song was for me.. or us. In a sick demented way. it was our relationship….
there was nothing about our relationship that wasn’t a game.. it was a game of who could hurt the other one the most. we did whatever we could to fuck up the other one’s day.. Lying, Cheating, breaking promises, starting fights.
I just remember how he would just sing parts of the song and then when a part that he thought of me he would look at me and scream it. a few times he would take my hand and look me in the eye and scream… As wicked as you are, you’re beautiful to me. You’re the darkest burning star, you’re my perfect disease.
@1 year ago with 29700 plays
#the bleeding #five finger death punch #bunnbunn