Every time I can’t stop thinking about my Ex, I listen to this song. I just remember him either sending me some part of the lyrics, or the video. He would play this on the car ride and just sing it. He always said this song was for me.. or us. In a sick demented way. it was our relationship….
there was nothing about our relationship that wasn’t a game.. it was a game of who could hurt the other one the most. we did whatever we could to fuck up the other one’s day.. Lying, Cheating, breaking promises, starting fights. 
I just remember how he would just sing parts of the song and then when a part that he thought of me he would look at me and scream it. a few times he would take my hand and look me in the eye and scream… As wicked as you are, you’re beautiful to me. You’re the darkest burning star, you’re my perfect disease.